Struggles

Sorry to anyone who actually reads my blogs. The push and pulls of life has caught me mostly of work and not sure where to begin with all the spiritual times I find my self in lately. Most of my struggles these days are all physical that deal with health and trying to have kids. I know the world tries to make me feel guilty for not having kids as I near the age of thirty but I don't. I know a while ago that heavenly father has his plans for each one of us and maybe his ultimate plan was for me to adopt I never know. The biggest struggle I have is through all of the process is timing I want kids in my life but I am never sure about is the timing right with father in heaven plan. Whenever I think the signs point to yes something happens that pulls me back. I know that one of these days things will be right and life will work out bu for now I struggle and trying to trust my father in heaven with life and I need to remember his timing is not mine.